水 泳 へ の Sophie!

Hi Huiling
You have managed to achieve the NYAA silver award!…the award ceremony is on the 19th nov, thursday at 1:40pm at singapore poly

thanks to MHI, SADEAF AND NTU COR 08!

its my first time to got this meassage… (:

really hard for me to do that… -.-

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how to got a NYAA book?

well, a teacher will giving you all a nyaa form to apply..

but i found out that teacher chosse some of our classmate plus me.

i think about three plus me if i am not wrong.

i don’t know why teacher choose me to do NYAA.

some friends don’t know about NYAA.

so weird.. ~.~

i disappointed that zoo’s staff not let me to work in zoo

because i am deaf and can’t heard amianl’s mood voice. that’s why.

i want to thank to MHI, SADEAF and NTU COR. (:

i heard that rajes also got that.. her NYAA book is different from my NYAA book.. she doing so easy than me.. so lucky she is.

hey wan zheng.. you got NYAA book from teacher is it?

if you got this, very good for you to doing this.. “kill your boring” ha.

7th Nov 09 . All of c.jack’s staffs, his friends and i Celebrate with c.jack’s birthday.. so fun.

8th Nov 09 . H A P P Y . B I R T H D A Y .  D A Y ! ! his family celebrate with his birthday again lol.

9th Nov 09 . FORGOT IT!

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10th Nov 09 . Happy 56 months Anniversary!

C.Jack, Meeting you on every month, 10th was then most wonderful coincidence of my life!

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…sigh…

father….please help me…

i am in DARK ROOM….

very scared myself….

Take me out of DARK ROOM now…

FATHER, please….

Father, tell me what are i doing now?

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i better going out of Singapore right now….

yesterday, no mood going to church to sing a song and pray..

sorry, father..

LOL..

on 25th Oct 09

my aunt’s 2nd daughter got married.

they never invite us to attend their wedding.

but my 1st uncle send a wedding card to my mother.

but we only going to wedding’s dinner..

i shock that our names not on wedding’s dinner’s list…

2nd sister is so disappointed.. maybe our feeling same..

why they are like that to my mother..

my grandfather will make my mother stay with them if he is alive.

my grandfather is not in a world, my mom want us to stay in singapore forever.. i don’t know why.

that time, i keen to ask sad questions to my mother about her sides.

she told me very sad story..

i cry…

they treat my mother very bad.

i remember that my mother help my 1st aunt what 1st aunt’s need when i was young.

1st aunt’s family very poor in past….

till now, very richest, 1st aunt very proud herself. Never help back to my mother..

i can talk back to my mother’s side if i am not deaf..

really hard for me to talk to them why they treat my mother very bad.

my grandmother…

only she loves boys than girls

and want to keep boys with grandmother

know why?

because of boy can carry family’s sur name..

so evil!!!

i saw my 1st cousin carry unknow baby…

i asked my 2nd sister about it.

she said a baby is our 1st cousin’s daughter

**shock**

“how come that we do not know about it?”, i asked

they said don’t know..

that’s why her sides never never tell a good news to us.

we are last person to know that.

*****THE END*****

thank you for reading that.

xoxo

sophielam

why you never tell me that morning’s lesson is postpone to  thursday?

i don’t care if you forgot to tell me? same last year..?

i already told you that you should tell me if any teacher said anything major to you all?

i believe that you all are not kind to deaf peoples.

hope that you will understand how deaf’s feeling..

what’s wrong with something..

never reply…

think something will ignore..

but i got a pretty message from… so touching.

must reply to other people if they send a message to you?

or

only send a message to other if its important?

look like same someone who never never never reply forever look like die ….

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so disappoint…

so…

i am sorry if i never see you all so long…

i always busy doing with something at school and outside.. =X

only can see you all in mhi for meeting…

take care anyway…

xoxo

huiling

want to buy canon with DSRL!

so hope that will buy it on dec… !

so that i can use canon to take pretty photo when i am on holiday!

after MHI Christmas Party, i am on holiday! YAH!

** please don’t miss me so much =X

today is my bad luck..

i forgot to bring a major paper and HDD to school what’s i need!

i do nothing in school without HDD and major paper lalala..

sigh..

i have to do 3 projects, must finish it before seven weeks left! T^T

yesterday, my classmate clara give me pretty present.. she brought a present from JAPAN!

** jealous of her…

thanks to yong yee.. she just changed her mind!!

everything is fine… ^^

xoxo Dragon love Rat~

on 10/10,

*nice date. how i wish that my age, 25 or above 25 and will married with jack on 10/10 la.

10/10 = 55 months (:

i got a new gold handphone on 10/10. but a problem is send a message… but i still love it.

i am pretty busy doing with something during school’s vacation.

today re open school! T^T

my exam will be on dec. haix haix!!!!!

she is very clever than me.. =.=

but i am not jealous of her.. (:

i saw my youngest sister’s pre O Levels result, her three subjects, A1 and other three subject, B3 to B4. woot!!!!

i believe that she can do it!

HUI JUN! JIA YOU ON O LEVELS!

last time, i see my youngest sister play at home.. never see her study so hard.. i don’t understand why she got a GOOD result.. =.=

LOLOL!

hello all..

miss me ar?

hee..

well.. i am thinking about something …

Not able to see you all in singapore next year..

but not confirm.

i wish not tell you all where am i going. if confirm.

because i scared you guys cant bear to see me off…

but i will remember you all as my good friends. (:

hope that you guys will be fine..

**after five year, maybe visit you all in singapore..